Is It Normal?

I just told my friend, Molly, that if someday I have a lot of money by myself, the only one I'm gonna visit is a psychologist. Something's wrong in me. I have felt it from a long long time ago that I have a serious mental problem. No, I'm not crazy enough to be kept in an asylum. I have a serious problem when meeting new people; I lose the real I am. I'll be someone else in front of new people. I realize it but I can't do anything to prevent it. I can't be the real me when we're not close enough but when we are, I'll be doing things they never think I could do before. Maybe you think it's a normal thing, but no, it's not like as simple as you think. In addition, I have an over sensitive side in me that no one could understand but a psychologist. It's really annoying. I can't even describe what happens in me. I have to heal myself.