Days Ago

Days ago, there was a friend of mine whom I labelled as my very best friend. She was just kind. Very kind, I meant. We spent our time -almost 24 hours- together without any tears. There was only laughter between us. It seemed that nothing could separate us but unfortunately, I was wrong. I don't know where she is now. She's gone without any "goodbyes". Actually, she went nowhere. She is here, by my side but I just cannot find the old her anymore. It is sad when something turns into something worse, isn't it? I laugh with her everyday but all I hear is different laughter. She gives me her smile but the smile isn't as same as yesterday. She talks to me about many things but sometimes, she produces different tone of voice. She's now walking on her own way, so am I. For whoever you are, if you meet (the old) her, tell her that there's someone who's been missing her so bad.

"Do I have to be a stranger again to find the old you?"