To Feel

If you ask me what the best thing we could do, my answer will always be "to feel". It doesn't matter how bad the feeling, how great the feeling, or how abstract the feeling, as long as you're able to have a feeling towards something, it's amazing. You may never understand what's going on in you, but you will always feel something. You exactly have a chance to feel some contrary feelings in the same time. Yes, human being is so unique. You're maybe happy when you're sad and in another time you may cry in your crunchy laugh. Moreover, we sometimes feel sad and happy at the same level in the same time. If you don’t, maybe it’s just me. I’m really happy when a half of me is totally sad thinking about losing him. I think this is a process of mine to be at the point that I will feel neither happy nor sad. All I feel's supposed to be just peaceful. After all, I believe that what to feel actually depends on us because we can choose what to feel by ourselves. Unfortunately, most of us have difficulty in choosing what to feel when it's surely possible to do.