12.58

I can't decide whether the coffee or the screenshot making me stay awake. Both of them were from your hand.

12.01

Malam selalu punya sisi birunya sendiri. Ketika ia teringat perihal menyambangi bumi yang tak lagi menyanyi. Dan rindu kepada ibunda yang sedang lelap bermimpi.

Malam selalu punya sisi birunya sendiri. Yang kau tak pernah pahami.

11.55

Bantal lusuh ini
Satu-satu andalan
Untuk menyekap
Isak-isak sesenggukan

Bantal kapuk ini
Satu-satunya harapan
Untuk menyerap
Air-air mata berderaian

Kamar sumuk ini
Satu-satu ruang
Untuk menampung
Sedih-sedih tak berkesudahan

Kamar pengap ini
Satu-satunya wadah
Untuk mengepung
Cemburu-cemburu persetan

Isn't It?

I hate the one you were just being nice to so much is the thing you won't understand.

Nice

You were trying to be nice. And it wasn't nice for me at all. You're so allowed to be mad at me whenever I get jealous, as usual.

You asked some questions when I got none. I really can read in every sentence of you that you were so nice. So nice. And again, you're so allowed to be mad at me for I'm crying as hell.

And maybe, you never think that when you're trying to be nice, I'm crying as my heart gets sliced. I'll never be listened like those voices getting faded away by wind.

And she's the wind.

11.52

Hujan berlari-lari rusuh
Di rumah, ada hati yang lusuh
Dengan dada yang sesak penuh
Dan pipi yang terbasuh
Perihal lukamu yang belum sembuh
Karena aku yang tiada ampuh

Pada gelap malam aku bersimpuh
Untuk dingin yang menusuk pembuluh
Berharap aku tidak rubuh